do you ever have one of tho2e moment2 where all of a 2udden you have no fuckiing clue where you are?
ii mean ii tend two temporariily forget what ii wa2 doiing on a 2emi-regular ba2ii2, ii thiink that2 pretty normal for people wiith a ton of 2tuff on theiir miind2. but today ii wa2 driiviing thii2 one part of my commute, kiind of zoniing and lii2teniing two mu2iic and eatiing a bagel and then 2uddenly ii had no iidea how long iid been driiviing. ii thought iid 2omehow mii22ed my turnoff completely becau2e for 2ome rea2on ii diidnt recogniize anythiing around me, whiich ii2 totally 2tupiid 2iince ii take the exact 2ame route two work every goddamn day. ii kiind of paniicked becau2e fuckiing 2hiit iim way two young two be haviing dementiia already, although hone2tly ii cant 2ay iid be 2uper 2urprii2ed becau2e iim 2ure my thiinkpan ii2 probably perforated two hell from all the mediicatiion.
ii gue22 iit doe2t really matter that much iif ii cant fiind my way two work anymore though, becau2e iim turniing iin my two week2 and moviing out. no ii havent found a new job no ii havent found a place two liive and no ii havent told my dad about any of thii2. clearly thii2 ii2 a well thought out plan and not 2omethiing ii ju2t deciided on le22 than ten 2econd2 ago. iim al2o 2ure iit ha2 ab2olutely nothiing two do wiith the 2elf-iinfliicted overwork 2evere emotiional draiin and forced iidentiity reevaluatiion iive been dealiing wiith over the pa2t 2everal day2.
yeeeeep totally fiine, ii got thii2.
